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ok so i did it! i joined golds gym tonight, ryan and brandon kicked my ass real good and they are going to contunie to do so until i am back at 150ish, it feels good but the 533 was hard to give up, i was saving that money for a trip but i needed this and now that i did it, it feels good, i had a great workout and plan on doing so either eveyday after work or everyother day. so my step is in front of me and i and see it! now i just have to find the will power to go foward.


last night i had dinner with my uncle and aunt and we ate pretty well as usual, they are great cooks, but we also had a great conversation about my life, seeing on how i dont have anyone else to really talk too, they listen to me and offer advice which is really helpful for me.

steps

ok so its time, time to start my next journey, figure out what is the next step in life, a few weeks ago i started to eat meat again, one morning i woke up and called cale, i asked him if he wanted to do breakfast with me so we went to sills cafe and i ordered steak and eggs, it was crazy to have that in my mouth after 9 years, i mean i have been craving it for so long that i forgot how it tastes, so now i have meat almost everyday at work.

so about this stepping stone...i was talking to my uncle today and he was telling me that i need to try new things, so one thing that has been in the back of my head is the gym and my teeth, i am going to research gyms and join one, its just time to get back in shape, and my teeth....well its just fuckin time! found out that my dental insurance will cover 1500 so i will make the appointment to get it started.