growing up sucks

so it looks like we sold the house, brandon is going to the air force and candis is moving to her parents house for a little while, and as for myself......well i am going house hunting in slc today, i guess its a good move since i am in slc all the time and the bountiful golds gym is around the corner. big problem though...i have to find a place that will take my dog, mindi my friend wants to live together, not real sure if its a good idea if we do but we will see i guess.

lol

life has been up and down for the past few weeks, still hitting the gym everyday and i havent lost a pound but i am gaining lots of muscle but the upside to it all is that i am feeling great about myself and im getting healthy.

we just got back from vegas on monday for brandons wedding, it was realy good, we had a blast out there, just non stop partying, lots of good friends but not all the friends. i think that if and when i get married it will be out of state, and i will be disapointed too, cuz i know there are some of my friends that wont make an effort to travel for it, sad really cuz its true.

so why are some people so dumb, hey lets pretend to be interested in you but when i see you with your friends lets not pay any attention to you, but your friend was hella cute and not the one that was telling me that you had a boyfriend.....ha ha classic!

yelling and nobody knows.

i have sat here staring at this blank page for an hour trying to fugure out what i want to say, so i try and figure it out while i type lol

so today was kinda lame, i was in a great mood then my bosses came to work and then it went to shit, i found out how shady and greedy they are, its sad cuz i sorta looked up to them, they lost all respect i had for them, i cant really go in to detail on what happened but its just shady. i was really frustrated today and i needed someone to talk to but no one really had time so i dealt it in my own way. i took a nap haha not the greatest way to deal with things but it works for me, it helps me bottle it up, but i did release it in the gym today, ran on the tread mill for 30 minutes and the illiptical for 20, there was good motovation next to me the whole time but like a goof i am my ipod fell and shot behind me and it was embarssing but i got through it and ran harder.

for the last week i have been house sitting for my uncle in sugarhouse, its nice to be alone and not be bothered but i am soooooooooo fuckin bored here! but ill be back to normal life on monday but then on wed we leave for vegas and god do i need a vacation so bad, we are going down cuz brandon and candis are getting married, most of our friends will be there so its going to be hella fun. but i am done ranting and its time for bed.