hmm

ok so i did it! i joined golds gym tonight, ryan and brandon kicked my ass real good and they are going to contunie to do so until i am back at 150ish, it feels good but the 533 was hard to give up, i was saving that money for a trip but i needed this and now that i did it, it feels good, i had a great workout and plan on doing so either eveyday after work or everyother day. so my step is in front of me and i and see it! now i just have to find the will power to go foward.


last night i had dinner with my uncle and aunt and we ate pretty well as usual, they are great cooks, but we also had a great conversation about my life, seeing on how i dont have anyone else to really talk too, they listen to me and offer advice which is really helpful for me.