well here i am again, i am going to try and update this daily or atleast weekly, i have alot going on in my life, yes i am still in elko nevada, i had to step down from being the assistant store manager due to my stress and frankly i was getting tired of being the bitch of the store while everyone else sat back and i did it all, so that was mothers day weekend. i recently started to train mma, my first fight is november 20th i am really nervous for this fight but i will press on, for me its a way of getting back to my self, i feel that i have lost my edge, i think i am begining to be too nice to people and its letting them walk all over me i guess that doesnt really make any sence but i just dont care, it all works out in my head.
so mothers day weekend i weighed 205lbs, today i weighed myself and i am at 172lbs and by november 19 i will be at 155-156, i feel great about this, i have tons of support from family, my friends just want to see me get beat up, its funny cuz in the bars i am always the one in the fron lines making sure no one fucks with them. whatever i guess, your all haters anyway.
i met a pretty rad girl a few months ago, we hit it off fast, unexpected. gravity+ trains=?? things were going perfect, we went to slc for the weekend had a great time then on the way home it was a train wreck, we didnt talk once, i knew she went back to her boyfriend, she dropped me off at my place and told me she would come over, i didnt hear from her in 2 days, i sent her a text telling her that we needed to talk, on the 3rd day we did just that, everything came out, she went back to her boyfriend. i should have ran but the way she makes me feel is amazing! im not running, im fighting, for reasons that i cant express. i will add more later.
its time to go spare with my team.
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